Rachel had a very difficult 'heart spell' this morning. There was no warning - she was just waking from a short nap. I had just been having snack with the kids and telling them how overwelmed I felt about all the goodness in our life...we were opening Christmas cards/pictures from friends....What a rollercoaster of a morning. I still feel shaky and exhausted - like I was the one that ran a marathon. We gave Rachel two shots of morphine this time, the whole thing lasted almost half an hour but it felt much much longer. I held her and sang "Jesus Loves Me" to her and kissed her and cried. Dave came home and brought a friend with him to watch our kids. I don't know how I even managed to get a movie on for them with everything happening..I was walking around the house with my little girl who may be dying, having to answer my other kids demands...it's kind of sureal.
We are packing up a bit early and moving to the Flames House this afternoon. Thank-you for your prayers.