O, how reality can bite sometimes.  Rachel just had a short spell, out of the blue.  I was trying to feed her, thinking that's what she wanted.  She started screaming and pulling hard on my hair.  And then it happened.  I think I hardly believed it at first because she has been doing so well.  oh, my little girl.  I am so sorry that you have to go through these...

Here she is three hours later, still bluish but smiling for us. Nights like tonight remind me to treasure the time I have with this girl.  It is so hard to imagine life without her anymore. 

I bought a new sleeper for her from Costco.  It's a 9 month size!! Still a bit big but it will probably shrink yet.  Glad that the feet are nice and big, my kids seem to all have big feet;) 
She must be teething or something too because her hands have been in her mouth all day.