No more spells but Rachel is definetly not herself.  I think she has her days and nights mixed up again, but she doesn't sleep long either.  She is restless and unhappy, sometimes pretty blueish.  She had a hard time pooping this morning - so maybe the oatmeal yesterday wasn't a good idea? Yesterday I felt so restless too, it was super hard to focus on anything in the house....except one thing. I got pretty obsessed with finding a used play structure for the kids and I think that's where I poured all that nervous energy.  We did finally get one but this job literally took all day - including one useless trip across the city for Dave. (those kijiji pictures can be deceiving can't they?) My brother is coming over sometime to help set it up. The kids are SUPER excited to see their uncle Kelsey! Thank-you:) It has a few swings, a sandbox, a little fort on top, and a slide. I am so looking forward to having something for our kids to entertain themselves with in the backyard. (and share with their friends) We get out so seldom these days and we don't know what the summer will bring.....

oh boy, do I ever need some 'get up and go' today.....can I buy that somewhere??